Mistakes Are Inevitable

2010-07-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

i don't know why i'm feeling like this. my heart aches. literally. and no, there's no one i could talk to about it. no one. it hurts thinking about it. yeah don't dwell over it. wish i could. believe me. might not mean a thing to you but it means everything to me. :( sigh. it hurts so bad i feel like crying and punching someone in the face.

2010-06-22T01:56:00.003+08:00

i miss blogging. yea i really do. why didn't i blog as often anymore? busy with school? perhaps. i'm having my term break now. it doesn't feel like 2 weeks. i think its due to my long sleeping hours. i mean, this is the only time you'll get to sleep for more than 4 hours a day! school had been really busy before the break. silat too. the TSC competition just ended and sadly, i only managed to finish 3rd. i hurt my knee and ankle during quarter final and i even fractured my 4th left metacarpal. an oblique(spiral) fracture. more good news, i might have to go for an op if the growth is not straight. i'm kinda depressed because i couldn't play football now. i tried but it hurts so bad. i think i just made it worst. and my fracture, at the rate i'm going, i might just break it. you see, after the competition, i had to complete my projects prior to the datelines. yes i have a few projects to be completed. with a fractured hand, i can't do much! the best part is, i'm left handed. good thing, haz helped me wherever she could. i can never thank her enough. the night before submission, i overnight in school to complete my model which is a real pain in the scrotum for me. cutting forex board is not easy with a fucked up hand. i cut two of my fingers while cutting that night. hallelujah for me. i lost my mood and decided to sleep instead. good thing i'm almost done.

i did not do much on baby's birthday. yes i know i'm useless. :( i've planned so much and everything failed in the end. and i blame school for it. :( i'm still depressed about it. i feel so useless. :(

managed to meet up with humaira, m and hus this break. its nice to meet them after so long. :)

i've been thinking a lot lately. well, since when did i not? hmm. but... i don't know. they're just random thoughts. oh, anyone wanna see my work? no? ok.

2010-06-03T19:22:00.001+08:00

Was a long and dark December
From the rooftops I remember
There was snow
White snow

Clearly I remember
From the windows they were watching
While we froze
Down below

When the future's architectured
By a carnival of idiots on show
You'd better lie low

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

Was a long and dark December
When the banks became cathedrals
And the fog
Became God

Priests clutched onto bibles
Hollowed out to fit their rifles
And the cross was held aloft

Bury me in armor
When I'm dead and hit the ground
A love back home unfolds

If you love me
Won't you let me know?

I don't want to be a soldier
Who the captain of some sinking ship
Would stow, far below

So if you love me
Why'd you let me go?

I took my love down to Violet Hill
There we sat in snow
All that time she was silent still

So if you love me
Won't you let me know?

If you love me,
Won't you let me know?

2010-05-12T00:23:00.004+08:00

hello. i miss blogging. the last time i blogged was before school starts. that was ages ago. i'm sorry for the hiatus. school had been awesome. new classmates. new friends:) new environment. sweetheart is having her attachment so didnt really get to see her as often:( anyhoooooo, i've been camwhoring a lot in class lately. thanks to rachel and xue ee.

some of the photos we took. there are about 600 of them. on my laptop and a few hundred more on rachel's. awesome right. ah.

i've run out of words to say. i shall continue some other day. bye!

2010-04-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

few more hours to enjoy myself before i start work at 9 tomorrow morning:( and i'm starting school on monday. i don't even know my timetable yet. haiya. i'll miss my bed. i don't want school to start. i'll miss my norhazwani hamdan. :( i have a feeling school will end late everyday. except for fridays. :( alaaaaa. my leg still hurts. haiya. competition in a month. haiya. can i stop the time? please?

2010-04-05T15:51:00.000+08:00

i miss baby alot:(

2010-04-01T12:13:00.000+08:00

ok i know this is way overdue. i really enjoyed my birthday this year:) it was more than awesome ah. thanks to baby:)

this what happened on the whole of 27th march 2010. left for home at around 12.45 am and met hus and marlina at the void deck beside my house. they got me 2 muffins. haha.

then we walk to mr teh tarik for supper.

ohh m didnt wanna take photo cos she looks like a bangla. i couldn't agree less.

after supper we sat at the basketball court around that area to relax and chat.

we played old songs form my itunes and laugh our asses off. oh and did i mentioned i lost my phone on 26th march. yea awesome. we walked home after that and went over to m's for a while to borrow a spare phone. :) thanks m.

I CAN'T REMEMBER IF I SLEEP AFTER I GOT HOME. anw, i left my house at around 10 i think and went over to baby's :D she surprised me with a chocolate brownie cake and yes i was surprised:)

that's her maid and sister.

i failed at cutting the cake nicely:(

but whatever. heh. she GOT ME A PICARD WALLET:D thank you so much:D we visit father after that and ate lunch at eastpoint banquet. got my haircut and we went to whitesands to find her mum.

my first ever photo with her mum. :) i'm a shy boy you see.

train to marina and went to FISH SPA. wahh syiok! :D

hehe.

we had dinner before heading down to sgh to visit nenek. and i have no pictures of what happened after that. baby tricked me into thinking that she's collecting her hamsters form natalie. i followed her to natalie's and guess what? those hamsters are mine! she got it for me! hehehe. yes another surprise! :D :D

rushed to the bus stop but stopped halfway and she brought me the the void deck.

AND I SAW HUSRIN FROM FAR SO I WAS NOT REALLY SURPRISED IF SYAIFUL AND M WAS THERE TOO, LOL. yea they were there and they brought cake for me:) which we used to smash on each others face. awesome. got natalie into trouble:( and cabbed home.

a day well spent:) i love you:D and thank you for everything! :D :D :D

do you know that i love you so much?

2010-03-28T08:54:00.001+08:00

hello hello i'll blog about my birthday later! :D

2010-03-27T00:00:00.018+08:00

AND HAZWANI HAMDAN WISHES HER DEAR NOR AIMAN RASHID A HAPPY 20TH AND A MERRY 78 MORE MONTHS. And she wants him to know how much she loves him and that he should not emo so often because it isn't nice to see it on someone who is always smiling so very often. She wishes him all the best in his future endeavours and she just knows he can pull through in whatever life may throw at him because she is by his side, always, to support him in whatever he does.

<33

Ps: Haz wishes to let him know that this picture is unintentional. It was randomly picked.

2010-03-26T22:50:00.001+08:00

i lost my phone! k it's not my phone! it's puan norhana hamdan's phone! :(

2010-03-12T02:08:00.002+08:00

i can't sleep.

2010-03-10T10:58:00.000+08:00

hello hello! ate seoul garden yesterday ah! best ah! then played bowling.

i'll be away till tuesday cos i'll be working long shifts with Marcorp. thanks to rhaimy for giving me this job. okay bye bye!

2010-03-09T02:54:00.001+08:00

2010-03-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

i'm getting older in 19 days.

many things need fixing.

bye.

2010-02-27T11:37:00.000+08:00

it's the 27th again:)

i love you! more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more, everyday:) 78months:)

2010-02-25T02:36:00.002+08:00

damn. i was looking through my old pictures in FRIENDSTER and i'm really motivated to work harder in losing weight. i gained a lot of weight after O'LEVELS!. tsk:(

before o's. english seminar.

west side stories.

no comments.

vain.

science camp.

sec 2! SU! HAHAHA!

after o's! still maintain.

SU!

after 20 hotdogs and corn beef.

sec 5.

complete set eh.

tampines north cc. they taught me MATHS.

i grew fatter from here on.

raya 07 i think.

airport! expanding rapidly!

the cause. late night BK! (cheap)

classic.

no comments.

oh yea we got famous.

LOOK AT DIONNE BACK THEN! SHE'S SLIM NOW!

hoody ah. cos too fat already.

now too fat already. but i have norhazwani hamdan:)

OKAY. LET'S EXERCISE MORE THIS HOLIDAY. goodnight!

2010-02-19T10:03:00.001+08:00

i wanna blog about something.

something.

2010-02-13T14:01:00.001+08:00

finally, some time to blog. had been busy for the past 542372years. sorry for no updating ah. still have 4 submissions to go. thank god studio's deadline is extended. 22 feb. if not i'll just die. studio, photoshop/autocad, illustrator and 3d max. mehhhhh.

anw, i laughed to myself after reading th e old comments on one of my profile picture in fb. HAHAHAHAHA. wanna seeee? its dated, 27th september. from sometime around midnight to 3plus am.

haha. and she knew all along what i was unsure about! and i was blogging about that at that time. meehhhh. and then,

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2010-02-07T19:28:00.000+08:00

WAH WAH HAD BEEN BUSY WITH PROJECTS:( SORRY UH NEH UPDATE. LET ME SHOW YOU WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING.

cheyy cheyy. i used sketchup. first timer okay, HAHA. SO PROUD OF MYSELF sometimes:)

2010-01-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

hello hello! :) didn't get to blog about an awesome day last night because i left my mac with haz. so anw, yesterday was an awesome 27th:) had presentation for entrepreneurship. cute presentation:) and i had difficulty concentrating during presentation. :( me, my norhazwani and miss bebito went to toa payoh after that. they went to get papers at popular and i took the opportunity to get my floorplan from HDB HUB! yay. borrowed $5 from sweetie for the floorplan:) thank you love:) spend 24572513years at popular, looking for paper and deciding which one to get and how many. heh.

had tea at YA KUN KAYA and thats when the 'fun' began. LOLOLOLOL. thanks sweets for the toast and egg and COFFEE.(i'll pay you back) meh meh. thanks natalie for asking that question. meh meh. had an interseting conversation with her. meh meh. :) :) :) :) then took 8 back. we missed our stop and accompanied natalie to tamp.

OHH ON HAZ'S BLOG SHE SAID THAT GUYS WERE CHECKING NAT'S OUT BUT ACTUALLY, they were checking her out too. tsk. gross guys. nat told me to tell them, "HAH SHE'S MINE" hahaha. anw, tsk, she gets that alot sia. guys are always checking her out. then veh obvious somemore. and veh obvious they're not looking at her face only. their eyes will stray downwards and seem to get stuck below her face. nbcb. go find your own cute, pretty, hot, beautiful, awesome girlfriend ah. tsk tsk. hmph. she's mine. mine. ALL MINE. hmph!

i love you <3 even when you look like a balloon. :)

2010-01-28T11:04:00.001+08:00

damn. now is really not a good time to fall sick. please don't fall sick please. i have work tmr and ivp selection on sat. tsk. please please i don't want to fall sick. :( :( :( :( :(

i'll blog about yesterday later:) i need pictures! :D

2010-01-26T10:07:00.001+08:00

hello humans! :)

if you have any anonymous questions to ask me, click HERE! i'll try my best to answer truthfully.
its kinda fun cos i won't know who is it from. heh. you can find the link below the tag board. :)

2010-01-24T21:17:00.001+08:00

2010-01-24T19:52:00.003+08:00

:( why am i so down? why am i feeling like this? i have no idea why:( but i know i dont want to be feeling like this:( i need you:( where are you? sorry if you find me annoying like this. Where are you?

2010-01-24T08:25:00.000+08:00

first camera, now laptop:( i'm good for nothing. :(
CLICK.

2010-01-21T10:01:00.002+08:00

only d-vinity@hotmail.com is authorized to read my private blog:)

2010-01-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating here often. i'm on my private blog lately.

2010-01-19T02:19:00.002+08:00

"..i thought that the world had lost its sway
then i fell in love with you and you took that away you
take away the old, show me the new and i feel like i can fly when i stand next to you.."

i'm so in love with you. :)

2010-01-13T10:12:00.002+08:00

MUST WATCH. CLICK HERE. ok go!

2010-01-11T13:26:00.003+08:00

sorry for treating you like that just now:( i feel bad:( i'm sorry. i want you to know that i'm not even a little upset, annoyed or angry at you. i was just kidding. i'm sorry:(

2010-01-11T04:13:00.000+08:00

wahhhhh damn jialat. i should just kill myself for being so dumb. tsk.i only realized that i didnt do the border thingy after i finish drawing and rendering the perspective. FUCK MY LIFE. but actually my life very awesome ah. :) thanks to the awesome friends i have. and also my awesome norhazwani hamdan:) i wanna blog more but i no have picture. so later ah.

2010-01-11T01:57:00.001+08:00

IF THIS MUCH COFFEE CANNOT KEEP ME AWAKE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT WILL. HAHA.

2010-01-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

OYOOOOO! THE HUNGRY. THEN THEN THE CHOMP CHOMP. THEN THE CHEW CHEW. THEN THE RED ALL. THEN THE SAW. THEN THE SWEAT. THEN THE "OH SHIT". THEN THE CONCEAL.

2010-01-09T02:17:00.000+08:00

school was short today. studio after friday prayers. just a brief on what to do next. tsk. a model, design journal, ppt, short video and drawings all by friday. just awesome. i can't wait to get started BUT need money for materials ah:( tsk money makes me depressed.

its okay ah i had my dose of anti depressant just now. Norhazwani, Marlina Khai, Husrin Tahale and Suhaila Salleh:) :) ouh sorry ah su and m cos i had to rush off just now. rushed to cgh to meet sweetheart cos her grandma fell. :( i saw farahyn when i entered cgh. her grandma fell too. i think its national grandma falling day ahh. haha. and LOL LOL LOL. we saw nani. i find sweetheart cute when she turn and 'oyoooo she's there' at me. hehe. <3 i love you.

cab to her place and then what ah? oh we look at last year's vid taken by her at vivo banquet, when she was still shy and pretended to take video of the whole group. tsk tsk. :) cute ah you. then we stumbled across old pictures. when i was at my fattest state. LOL. and we found this.

taken recently, batam trip. (2009)

compare that to this picture. taken somewhere in mid of 2008.

WAH MORE HUNKY AHHH~ this picture was taken before he got an extreme overdose of indian ghee. notice that his cheekbone and jawline is visible in this picture but he looked like a fishball in the previous one. HAHA. thats what sweetie said. LOLOLOL!

THIS IS YOUR EFFING MOTIVATION HUSRIN. DON'T BE A FISHBALL. :D

and lastly.

she's hot and she's mine:) :) :) <3

anw this picture was taken when she was still shy. :)

2010-01-07T13:45:00.001+08:00

SHIT! OF ALL THE AWESOME TIME, THIS SHIT MUST HAPPEN NOW. TSK. TOTAL HUMILIATION SIA. WHY MUST IT HAPPEN ONLY AFTER I TUCKED IN MY SHIRT?! WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?! I WENT TO THE TOILET, BEING VAIN, COMBED MY HAIR, AND STUFF AND AND AND I DECIDED TO TUCK IN MY SHIRT AFTER PEEEEEEING. AND GUESS WHAT?! I BET YOU'VE GUESS IT RIGHT. I DID NOT ZIP MY PANTS. YES YOU HEARD ME RIGHT, I DID NOT ZIP MY PANTS! AND I PARADED AROUND LEVEL SIX WITH MY FLY UNDONE AND ONLY REALIZED IT WHEN I SAT DOWN. ABOUT 3MINS AGO! FUCK MY LIFE. HAHAHAHA! NO WONDER WINDY. AND THE BEST PART, ITS NYP OPEN HOUSE. JUST AWESOME.

2010-01-07T11:39:00.000+08:00

today's class is cancelled! tsk. and CJ didnt even tell us anything. tsktsk. so i was in school 10 hours earlier. my next class is at 7. but nehmind ah even if CJ told us that there's no class today i'll still come school early anw. heh. :) i'm at koufu waiting for haz to have lunch together:) dada and wanie is here to accompany me. and they can't stop talking about k pop. LOL. quite interesting ah their convo.

so anw, i went to watch sherlock holmes yesterday with sweetheart:) the movie was awesome but the cinema is really depressing. and they played alvin and the chipmunks soundtrack while waiting for the movie to start. it is very annoying.

koufu is very noisy. ohh wait, it is lunch hour.

k then i think i did something wrong and sweetheart got upset with me:( she didnt want to smile. we went to simpang to have dinner with NATALIE BEBITO AND OK. they are funny. and nat kept asking him to go and die. lol. me and haz took 43623347years to decide what to eat. lol. i had no appetite ah. cos haz was angry at me:(

sent her home and ah.

i no have picture. :(

2010-01-05T10:10:00.000+08:00

she's norhazwani hamdan. and she makes me happy. and feel loved:)

k bye.

2010-01-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

after 894578962234872308462.356 days of not going out with norhazwani hamdan, we finally went out today:) a day before SCHOOL REOPEN. thanks to my dad for getting free tickets, we went to the jurong birdpark, zoo and then night safari:) awesome day ah! picnic at the zoo was love. :) lucky it didnt rain for long. and good thing sweetheart always bring umbrella wherever she goes. and no we did not go to jurong birdpark nor zoo. dont even think about night safari ah. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

followed sweetheart to two muziums today. took measurement of the gift shop and ah. today was bloody hot and i sweat like nobody's business. my armpit was so stressed that ah. sweat was dripping from my forehead and ah. then my jeans was kinda thick then ah. then lucky i didnt ah. so what right if i didnt ah. ok. went over to sweetheart's and ah. k stop it ah. ah. drew out the floorplan and ah. haha ah. sweetheart slept so we went picnic late ah. took 51 to west coast and ah. the journey took more than 463547257345823467years. i got all wrinkly and ah. missed the stop and ah.

reached west coast at 7plus and it was almost dark and ah. i got scared then we both ran home. ran all the way home without stopping or turning back. and ah. no we did not sit around and eat and lie down while watching the clouds, the stars and the LED-lighted kite. we ran home. ah. we had an awesome time:) i hope norhazwani hamdan enjoyed herself. i hope ah. :) k pictures tmr. night!

SCHOOL IN 8 HOURS! :D

2010-01-01T04:05:00.001+08:00

awesome ah. i'm still outside the house.

2010-01-01T03:08:00.001+08:00

EAT THIS!

2010-01-01T02:31:00.002+08:00

hello 2010! not gonna hope for anything this new year. i'm happy the way i am:) and i really hope all of you will be happy to. let's be happy together. :) :) like now, i'm blogging at the staircase cos apparently, i forgot to bring my house key. awesome:) :) so i'm waiting for my brother to come home. meh meh. 2009 was awesome. next week school reopen. can't wait. i need my bus concession. heh.

i got home at the same time as my neighbour. she was effing drunk and she is sitting in front of her house. laughing to herself. she looks like a freaking lobster. i think i might fall asleep here. damn. its friday. 010110. i cant wait for studio project. and that was random.

i had a nice chat with sweetheart just now. we talk about how SHE used to be shy and all. hahaha. about everything ah. heh. makes me smile just by thinking about it:)

spend the remaining hours of 2009 with husrin just now. it was nice la. after so long of not having a proper conversation with him. we talked about mostly everything. about 2009. then we had a long nice walk back to tamp from pasir ris beach. and now i'm still at the staircase. bye ah.

2009-12-31T03:29:00.000+08:00

sweetheart is not feeling well. :( i hope she'll get well soon so that i can spend more time with her. :) i love you darling:) get well soon!

sorry for uploading this pic! :)

2009-12-31T03:13:00.004+08:00

only hus, humes and su knows what i had been going through when i was with nani. glad it's all in the past now. a distant memory. that was the only set back of 2009. thank god it's over. many thanks to husrin tahale, the brother i never had for sticking by me in my times of need. though you did gave up on me sometime along the way. but its okay ah. i'm used to it. and i understand why you gave up in giving me advice. who wouldnt right? even humaira got mad at me whenever i confide in her about nani. lol. and in 2009, su was the only one that really understands th esituation. many a time she asked me to put myself in her shoes. to feel how she felt. but still i found her unreasonable. su gave the best advice. like how husrin used to back in temasek days. humaira always gave the aggressive approach. i got scared of her sometimes. and husrin, he'll just brush everything. telling me that he did not want to hear anymore of my problems.

it saddens me sometimes la but its ok ah hus. i'm used to it. hahaha. only when he got really pissed then he'll tell me straight in the face what he felt about my relationship. glad i heed his advice. though he kept telling me that i should have done so long ago.

many funny things happened in 2009. MARLINA KHAI thought that i had something going on with sharifah ameera. she's not the only one actually. nani thought so too. just because i blogged about shar dislocating her jaw in school. lol. just a short para and she assumed that we had something gg on. when in actual fact sharifah ameera knew all along that i was interested in Norhazwani Hamdan. heh:) ohh and husrin broke up with sean. m got back with azhar put. smelled each other's armpit at the staircase all. tsktsktsk. i'm glad i got the chance to get to know marlina khai better. m, hus and me would meet up at the void deck to have a little chat. sometimes not really little ah. bitching session also eh. hah. they're awesome.

i remember talking to hus about haz. how i'm attracted to her smile. :) me and hus met up with haz, alina and ahmad at the library some time ago. ahmad had to leave earlier so he couldnt join us for dinner at zamzam. that was the first time hus saw haz. hus told me to go for her. LOL. but being me. i am shy. he called me stubborn. then came the fasting month. naim called me at the last minute to find people for the job at tuas. i called effa. who called her bf. and i couldnt find any other girl who would want to work. then i remembered haz's blog post. she wanted a job. so i asked to her on msn. i :) when she agreed. heh.

my feelings for her grew stronger after that day. we went out a couple of times again after that. charcho's, kite flying, countless of random bus to anywhere and everywhere. and yes i was still shy. i really enjoyed her company. i'm comfortable being around her. i can be myself. and i still find it weird. in a good way that is. then i fell for her. deep. i tried to tell her how i feel. but i can't. i was afraid. i was. shy. afraid of rejection. but somehow she can tell. she knew all along.

then came 27th September 2009. i will never forget that day. of course i'll never forget. i was silly that day. tried to tell her how i felt through my blog. highlighting the text white. who can forget:

" i'm gonna say something stupid. watch me.

): ʍou ʇno ʞɐǝɹɟ ʇ,uop ǝsɐǝld ʞ ˙,ɥdɯɥ, ɹnoʎ uǝʌǝ puɐ ssǝu-olǝq ɹnoʎ 'ɹǝʇɥƃnɐl ɹnoʎ 'ǝlıɯs ɹnoʎ 'sǝɔɐɟ pıdnʇs ǝsoɥʇ ǝʞɐɯ noʎ ʎɐʍ ǝɥʇ ǝʞıl ı ˙noʎ ɥʇıʍ ɯ,ı uǝɥʍ ɟlǝsʎɯ ǝq uɐɔ ı (: ˙punoɹɐ ǝɹ,noʎ ɹǝʌǝuǝɥʍ ʎddɐɥ ɯ,ı ˙noʎ ɥʇıʍ ǝɯıʇ ƃuıpuǝds ʎoɾuǝ ı ˙noʎ ǝʞıl ı ˙ǝɹǝɥʇ os ˙ʇsǝɥɔ ʎɯ ɟɟo ʇı ʇǝƃ oʇ ǝʌɐɥ ʇsnɾ ı ˙ʇolɐ ˙noʎ ǝʞıl ı ʞuıɥʇ ı ˙ɯɯɥ ¿ƃuıɥʇǝɯos noʎ llǝʇ ı ɟı ʇno ʞɐǝɹɟ noʎ llıʍ "

how can i forget the night i saw you shed a tear for the very first time. the only time actually. i'm glad i can make you happy. :) and thank you for being an awesome girlfriend:) for making me more than happy. for accepting me despite my flaws. for understanding me. for being there when i need you. for making me smile. for loving me. :)

let's make 2010 a more awesome year than 2009 ever was. lets make every year an even awesome-er year than the last. i love you. :) and i will always do. 81 months. :D 110 ok? :) and i'm glad your mum likes me:) :) but i still think that your grandma is uber fierce. esp when she stare with her eyebags. LOL.

full post on www.aimanisaweirdo.blogspot.com

BUT HAHA! only i can read:)

dont bother asking ah. :)

2009-12-27T00:46:00.000+08:00

i'm in bataaaaaaam now:) and 81months left:) i love you norhazwani hamdan:) come here quick!
i went go-karting today. wah syiok. and i;m meeting my norhazwani hamdan tmr at the mall beside my hotel:) :) :)

and i love her so much. like the manymany stars in the jungle sky! :)

and blogger in indo is so weird.

go kart ah abeh. my helmet seriously cacat.

2009-12-20T23:46:00.014+08:00

went to bedok library with norhazwani hamdan today to complete my drawing&rendering. saw aunty suraiya and uncle faisal while on the way to the library. and norhazwani hamdan was extra cute today. laughed like mad, spat water on me cos she laughed so hard. and i was clumsy today. danny came to the library for awhile to take stuff from haz and he left.

went to ansar for prayers and then to east point banquet for dinner. met danny there again. they said that i was blushing!?!?!? whaaaat?! haha. went to find a random playground and we got childish. camwhored and danny had to buy dinner for HIS sister. so we went back to east point lj. then home ah. k now pictures. oh wait. havent transfer yet. tsk. k wait uh for pictures.

2009-12-20T03:27:00.000+08:00

ok. from now on i am going to avoid skipping meals. i'll stay away from sugary stuffs. build muscles. because muscles burn more calories than fats. i will not overeat. i will eat slowly. eat more protein to feel full for a longer period of time. and drink plenty of plain water. i'm really going to do this.

you can laugh or mock me. i don't care. :) i've set my goal. and i am going to achieve it.

term break is finally here. but it feels the same. not really a big relief cos school wasnt that stressful for me. heh. but anyway, i am going to enjoy this two weeks break as much as possible. awesome. will exercise regularly during this two weeks. going holiday next weekend with my family. going picnic with norhazwani hamdan. :)

i've vowed to stay away from junk food/fast food till after i lose 20kg. and yesterday's BK will the last time i am eating fast food.

i'll make sure i lose at least 2kg per week. i'll try. i'll do it. i'll make it happen.

k now i'm going to find a source of motivation. any form of motivation.

OHH AND I WILL ALSO STAY AWAY FROM OLD CHANG KEE. CURRY PUFFS. DEEP FRIED HORRORS. and today was a good start. i'm going to discipline myself. i bought a smaller size jeans and i am going to keep working out till i can fit into that jeans. yea that can be my motivation. :) then from there i will buy another smaller size jeans. and do the same thing. and another. and another. and another. till i reach waist size 29 - 30? i'm currently size 38. damn. thats a lot of work to do.

i shall persevere. and i will succeed. :)

k i need my sleep now. GOOD NIGHT.

2009-12-19T01:21:00.000+08:00

after two long months of craving for burger king, i finally got to sink my teeth into a double whopper. and oh my god. it was heavenly. haha. and i shared the moment with norhazwani hamdan<3, marlina khai :) and husrin tahale:) went to cineleisure's burger king. was almost let down by marlina khai cos she was the one who suggested orchard but she ditched us. AT FIRST. was glad she joined us:) :) awesome.

and i think i'm losing my touch. i was full after eating double whopper! when i was working at the airport, i can eat double whopper for late supper, two packets of nasi lemak for breakfast. but now, sadly i cant:( camwhored and had fun with them. go crazy at orchard road and we end up at taka. camwhored and laughed till i have to pee. Mkay was hyper. like woah. it was nice seeing her happy and laughing so hard. rare ah cos she's always emo sit in one corner crying ahh. haha. HAD AN AWESOME NIGHT WITH A TOTALLY AWESOME COMPANY. <3 <3 and husrin wants to spend more time with me. awwwwww.

after peeing, we took 65 home. :) and hush. ;)

gay much? and err what's that? jaws? magikarp?

we are awesome:)

i love you sweetheart:) <3

2009-12-17T02:02:00.001+08:00

i have to find time to blog. like now. while waiting for the washing machine to finish washing my clothes. so what's new? nothing much. i'm happy:) school is fun. everything is awesome. term break is coming:) going holiday next weekend:) :) but its on the 27th. :( so anw, i've been trying to lose weight lately. yes. I'VE. BEEN. TRYING. hah. it's 17th dec and i have not been eating rice since beginning of the month. gonna cut down on rice and fast food. and I'VE. BEEN. TRYING. to jog regularly. but school is always a bitch. time consuming as usual. but me and norhazwani hamdan managed to find time to jog. cause we are awesome. haha.

so i am trying to lose 20kg by march. that means by 29th feb i have to be 98 - 20 = 78kg! haha. that is like sufi's weight sia. hmm hmm. really have to discipline myself ah. i want/have to get rid of my babats because i don't wanna die young. haha. let see, i was 106kg during hari raya, it's dec now and i managed to shed off 8kg in a month. have to work really really hard to lose another 20. no rice no rice no rice. moderate servings. lots of fruits. PLAIN WATER. the drinking plain water part is abit difficult ah. haha.

wish me luck :D

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i love norhazwani hamdan. <3

2009-12-15T01:29:00.002+08:00

thank you love for lending me the phone <3

2009-12-13T20:48:00.000+08:00

... hope you're not gonna do anything you'll regret.
i have a lot to say but fuck it. am not gonna type it out. it's better to say it in person.
take care dude.

2009-12-13T13:50:00.001+08:00

it was nice laying there with you.

having you in my arms.

having you close to me.

how i wish the time would stop,

while we were watching the peaceful night sky.

the stars. the shooting star. :)

2009-12-06T11:48:00.015+08:00

went out with my sweeeeetheart today:) wasted her time by dragging her to the tailor. TWICE. to collect my pants. went there again after that cos she forgot to sew the bottom part. tsktsk. thanks love:) bought bubble tea and head to interchange. took 65 to plaza singapura and i just realized that we only camwhored in the bus! TSK. went to daiso. and it was crowded. i got jakun cos i just found out that they just renovated spotlight. lol.

went down to burger king and helped her color three cows! THREE AH. TIGA. haha. cute cows. then bussed to the mosque. reached her house at 6 plus and decided to cook dinner. so we bought pasta and mushroom souppppp from shop n save sometimes. did powerpoint. berak. cook. pray then eat while watching DRAG ME TO HELL. LAUGH OUT LOUD MOVIE OF THE CENTURY. hahahaha. :)

and lollipop can stick to one's hair. AWESOME.

2009-12-06T01:54:00.017+08:00

went out for soccer in the morning and no it wasn't fun. cos azhar put matrep. hah. went simpang, met husrin and he asked me to join him in the evening for sheesha with his cousin and friends. no i don't sheesha but i went. to spend time with husrin tahale ahh haha. later he merajuk. heh heh. met him after asar and went to send my pants to the tailor. watched glee in the bus and again at the coffee shop. thank goodness marlina khai came along too. if not i'll die of boredom. i didnt know most of them and i just sat in one corner. facebook-ing and blogging. haha. M came so it wasnt so bad.

played many many games so it was cool after that. not that awkward. laughed alot too. and my cousin is husrin's cousin's friend back in sec school. he joined us around 8plus. then we left for zamzam around 10.30. thanks MARLINA KHAI AND HUSRIN TAHALE <3<3

OHH! "NO I DON'T MIND. IT'S M I'M WORRIED ABOUT COS SHE'S WEARING LEGGINGS"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! AND HE GOT STUCK. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! awesome ah husrin.

talked about secondary school days. meh meh. then the 3 of us went over to lili's to return her lens. THANKS LILI FOR THE GULAGULA AND DRINK:) it was a fun night out with them ah! and after 2months++ straight of seeing my NORHAZWANI HAMDAN, i didnt get to meet her today:( :( :( boo.

oh and the fella looking down is azuuuuuura. husrin's cousin. it was her idea to take a candid shot. so i gave her a candid post. awesome.

2009-12-04T11:56:00.001+08:00

Who would've known
This heart would stumble on someone
As awesome as you
Out of the blue
Who would've guessed
That I would fall so deeply in love with you <3

2009-12-03T12:04:00.001+08:00

HOTSTUFF. <3

2009-12-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry :( :( :( don't headache headache all ahh.

2009-12-01T17:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURUL FATHANAH PAIJAN AND NUR SABRINA TAMAMI! :) :) :) :)
HAHA. YOU GUYS ARE OLD! HAHAHAHAHA. k wait. actually i'm older. damn. anyhoooo, enjoy your day! have fun growing older:) and stop acting cute. the both of you.

2009-11-29T22:38:00.026+08:00

was supposed to go to humaira's today. but decided to do studio. <--- YEA RIGHT. i end up sleeping. haha. anw, met my belo sweetheart at macs to do work. the same spot we've been going to every sunday eh? she had to use my mac cos she needed powerpoint. i just doodled some ideas i had and zzzzzzzzzzzz. woke up with bloodshot eyes. walked to the toilet like a zombie. no wonder people were staring at me. tsk tsk.

walked to the mosque and haz, being a belo, asked, "why smell like kambing ah?" haha. belo right. and she answered herself. cute ah she. after that we bussed to tamp to meet dannydandandannydandandanny. followed haz to pass him something. he was with his cat gf at the void deck. cute sia the cat followed him into the lift. usually cats are afraid of the lift! lololol.

then we took bus to tampines. bought bubble tea and mashed potato and took 65 homeeeee. we camwhored in the bus. like duhh:)

2009-11-28T23:30:00.001+08:00

today is saturday. and i am sleepy. like ah. went to play soccer in the morning. did studio in my dreams after that. went to meet sweetheart at tamp after maghrib. she was with natalie bebito. they went to art friend to get materials. went to popular with her and she destroyed many things there. tsk tsk.

buying a family feast at kfc is no joke. lol. sweetheart and me bought the bargain deal family feast at kfc just now. so both of us had 3 pieces of chicken each. we almost died trying to finish it. and almost died of laughter too. thanks to her wild imagination of "shikin". haha. inside joke:) drumstick with shoe still on. LOLOLOLOL! we wanted to be their last customer to leave but the couple beside us took their time to eat. tsk.

had fun today:) enjoyed your company and your laughter. and your smile. <3 too bad no pictures today:(

2009-11-27T23:27:00.020+08:00

baaaaa. baaaaaaa. mbekkkkk. heh. today was hari raya aidiladha:) went to mosque in the morning for aidiladha prayers and again in the afternoon for friday prayers.. this year's sheeps are very skinny and small. mehh. i didnt watch the korban though. went home after aidiladha prayers and watched inglourious basterds with my brothers. then friday prayers and to grandma's. cut my hair and grandma's. my uncle cut for me. and i look retarded plus ugly plus i am extra fat now. booohoo.

anw, met sweetheart at TM after her high tea at Bali Thai. she looked gorgeous ah today. :) :) :) :) she wore the pretty pretty heels:) i feel so retarded walking beside her cos i looked terrible. tsk. but nehmind. bussed to grandma's:) FIRST TIME SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS SHY TO GO MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE. WHATTHETOOT? lol. forced her to eat again and then we just hang around till about 9.30. sent her home and camwhored abit:) i still haven't get the pictures from NORHAZWANI HAMDAN:)

i love her:)

but i have to start losing weight! and stop procrastinating! tsk. schooooool work ah abeh. studio. autocad floorplan. photoshop shit. 3D Max the lanjiao. technical drawing; floor plan. elevation AA, BB, AB, perspective, rendered floorplan and furniture layout plan. Rendered/Detail elevation AB. wah. but not bad ah. still quite slack. thats why i have time to waste. HAHA. quick quick, stab my brain. i tried to see the good in life but good things in life are hard to find. especially when it comes to studio. makes me sleepy. everytime. and i think there's no link at all. oh well. GOOD NIGHT, SLEEPTIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS ASSHOLES:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

2009-11-27T00:00:00.005+08:00

82 months left :)

i think i've been seeting you everyday for the past 1 month plus :) and i'm still looking forward to meeting you the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. and the next day. because everyday is a new awesome day to spend with you:) i always look forward to see your smile and feel your touch every morning:) it makes me happy the entire day:) like happy ahh. really really happy:) and no, i won't get bored of you:) thank you for always being there for me:) and sorry for not being a good boyfriend:( (for damaging your camera, bullying you, wasting your time, slapping your stomach and anywhere else, calling you names and many other things that makes you upset) thank you for being patient with me:) i love you <3

2009-11-24T11:55:00.008+08:00

met HUMAIRA, AMEERA, MUNEERA today! like finally ah. after so long. heh. ameera got fatter. muneera got more bimbotic and humaira is still fat. HAHA. ouh kalpana was there too.. went to mosi cafe to hang out. chat, photobooth-ed and ate wedges. ams and muns recorded their voice singing kryptonite. LOLOLOLOL!

i left earlier to pray and meet my darrrrrrrling. hehe. she was sitting infront of bee cheng hiang, enjoying the smell. haha. bussed to school and had macs. SU TEXT ME ASKING ME TO SKIP SCHOOL AND JOIN HER AND RHAIMY FOR KARAOKE. and being me, a good boy, i skipped class. HAHA. haz didnt want to go in the first place cos she didnt want to sing. BUT SHE HAVE A NICE VOICE! tsk. till now i haven't hear she sing:(

had fun at karaoke. i was excited cos it was my first time. haha. rhaimy can sing well like duhh and su can reach the high note. sometimes. i sounded like a toad calling the rain and haz sat there on mute. tsk:( i wasted her time and money just now. :(

send her home after that and scratched my leg. huh?! ok. went to her house for awhile to PEEEEE. heh. we didnt took much photo but there's video:) should i upload it? heh heh heh. NO!

<3<3

2009-11-23T11:44:00.020+08:00

WATCHED TWO-O-ONE-TWO TODAY. haha. it was awesome but the ending could've been better if that guy died. tsk. ouh went to watch with who else if not NORHAZWANI HAMDAN:) awesome ah abeh. it was a 2.5 hr movie and my butt cried after the 2.5 hour:( haha. went to ntuc after buying the tickets to buy popcorn. YES MY FELLOW HUMANS, IF YOU'RE WATCHING MOVIE, BUY POPCORN AT NTUC. ITS WAYYY NICER THEN THE CINEMA'S. haha. and its $5 cheaper! heh.

ouh i didnt really enjoy the movie cos some fella's shoe stinks like toot. must be the fat lady beside me. or the guy behind. i have no idea who. only God knows ah. must be the rain. and soaked socks. and i noticed many makciks/neneks watch 2012. i bet they "nenek nak tengok kiamat macam mane". cos they expiring soon mah. they also wanna see how the end is like. HAHA. ok.

the big ship built in china abit merrrrepek ahh. really ah. aah. i enjoyed the movie but not the surrounding. good think haz's armpit doesn't stink. hahaha. camwhored at the carpark after that:) many many pretty pictures of us ah abeh. hehe. :)

went to her dad's house and watched national treasure. meh. talked on the phone with haz till my phone died. :) we can have the most retarded convo ever. that's why i love her:)

i have no idea why we pose like this. haha! <3

2009-11-22T11:22:00.024+08:00

went to bedok with NORHAZWANI HAMDAN to do work today:) went to library first cos haz wanted to look for some booooks. so i waited while reading a book about bangles. HAHA. gay right? i think so too. she borrowed two books and we went to bedok macs to do our work. i did drawings and more drawing and more drawings and more drawings. i slept FOR AWHILE. and continued. left for mosque around 3.45.

bussed to pasir ris. haz's mum was busy so we didnt say hi. :( went to pasir ris library to watch bolt! heh. :) watched 3/4 of the movie and left for mosque again for prayers. made our way to changi to meet SU, MARLINA AND HUSRIN for dinner. we were early and they were an hour late. while waiting for them, we went to sit by the beach and played with the cats. heh. and i was jealous cos haz scandal with the bisexual cat. hmph.

after we had LATE DINNER, we sat at the jetty walk and enjoyed the cold cold brrrrrr breeze. HAHA. su, hus and M got high and crazy. they were dancing away to the songs from M's phone. haha. it was an awesome and peaceful night:) love the company and NORHAZWANI HAMDAN:)

love you love <3

and i think we look good together:)

2009-11-22T09:02:00.001+08:00

didnt blog for a week now.. heh. an awesome week. :) i finally went for silat. catch up with su. went to TP for some theatre thing. visited my grandma. and i have no idea where to start. hmm. lets skip mon to thurs. nothing much happened. i think. I CANT REMEMBER! hmm. so went to school on fri for a 15min lesson. just a project brief. yes. a new project for studio.. then me and haz went over to my grandma's. before going to TP at 7.15. reached grandma's at 4 plus. had to sew my button back on my shirt cos i stupidly pulled the thread. tsk. haz and grandma had loads of fun laughing at me. hmph.

went to TP at 7.15. met fatin at the ticket counter. went in to find danny and farhanah. camwhored while waiting for the show to start. the show was okay. okay ah. ah. not the first one though. like huhhhh? kinda thing. lol. ok.

went for dinner after that at Jurong Cafe. right? yea. then sent haz homeeeeee and went back to tamp to meet su. BUT I FELL ASLEEP IN THE BUS AND ALMOST END UP IN CHANGI. TSK. bussed back to tamp and met su. talked for awhile till her last bus came. went home and fell asleep on the sofa. :(

silat the next day. heh. had fun at silat. i was an hour late though. oooops. had sparring session ah. awesome:) went home after silat to change and went out to meet hazzzz. went to buy mounting board and a3 paper. went over to her place after that:) watched UP. haha. cute movie. then sleepy so went home:(

but i had an awesome time. <3

blogger doesnt wanna upload the pictures. :( :(

k bye i wanna shower.

2009-11-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

went to haz's today:) left at 11.10 and was delayed for 20minutes. saw an old guy lying down at the carpark. he fell down and he can walk. not even strong to stand on his own. poor thing ahh. but i hate hime for making me sweat. tsk. he took 10minutes to cross the carpark. even with my support. -_____-" he even have the cheek to lean on my arm in the middle of the road. like whatttt! dude, next time stay home ahh. tsk tsk. PEOPLE FORM BLK 142 AH ALL QUITE STUBBORN LEI. M DONT TERASE AHH.

reach haz's at 11.54:) went to the shop with her to buy glueee. and yes, many belo moments in between. went home, sketch out the stage design and I FELL ASLEEP! hahahaha. for 2hours. :) woke up. cut abit. eat. cut abit more, her sister bought pizza so eat again. then cut abit more, watched transformers and cut abiiiit more. then we squeeze/scrape each other's black/white/whatever head out. HAHAHAHA. :)

i love you <3

OHH I GOT STARED AT IN THE BUS! BY A PINOY LADY. SCARY SIOL.

no picture today:(

2009-11-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

woke up early today for simpang soccer. umm. wait. not really ahh. fell asleep and woke up at 9.30. HAHA. left at 10.25 and soccer-ed till 12-ish. then simpang with shaik, hus, ameer and prakash. ouh i ate nasi lemak before soccer. drank 1.35L of 100plus during soccer and 700ml of bandung and milo. HAHA. then i had a major urge to shit while otw home.. LOL.

met NORHAZWANI HAMDAN at 3.30 to go art friend. bought my stuffs and she bought hers. then bus to her place to put the stuff there. ate shit and NO I DID NOT BULLY NORHAZWANI HAMDAN. heh. had perfume war with her till her house smells like a garden then left. haha hoho hehe hihi huhu!

took 25 to bedok, with many belo moments in between and took 9 to simpang. met HUSRIN TAHALE at the bus stop and waited for MARLINA KHAI WHO WAS LATE. and she blamed the bus. tsk. had an awesome time:) left earlier cos NORHAZWANI HAMDAN wanted to erk erk. bus back to ubi and she waited for 59 with me:) <3

we are awesome and i have that i-am-scared/shy-smile. HAHA.

matrep and minahrep unite. HAHA.

we saw them too. ameer, shaik and prakash. :)

2009-11-13T23:51:00.001+08:00

today is jumaat. it is also known as friday in english:) spend an awesome quality time with NORHAZWANI HAMDAN:) she was unwell so she didnt go to school. i didnt have to attend studio cos sean isn't in school. so i went over to her place, followed her to the clinic and then to shop & save. heh.. decided to bake apple crumble:) fun ah.

haz helped by skinning and cutting the apples:) then we bake ah. ahh. use microwave ahh. first time ahh bake apple crumble with microwave oven. lol. k what else? oh yea pictures. i was at her house the whole day:)

eat with vanilla ice cream ah abeh,

2009-11-12T09:45:00.001+08:00

wanted to blog last night but there's something wrong with my internet connection:( so i just played plants vs zombies and slept:) it is a cute game where you have to plant plants to fight the zombies. hahahahaahahahaha. diam.

awesome game ahh. thanks to kuojinn:)

wednesday is awesome as usual:) had two lectures. was late for ergo, came for the last 20mins only.. hoho. was an hour early for entrepreneurship. i didnt sleep during both lectures! :) :) that is a big accomplishment ok. for me. :)

went to haz's after school. we jogged! haha. yeap yeap. last i jog was during fasting month. heh. jogged for 3.6km. and walk for 4oom. wahh. quite tiring ahh. my butt tired. LOL.. had fun though:) haz hair was cute. meh meh..

went back to her place, got changed, ate and watched house of wax.. nice. my first time watching it. haha. i dint know i got the vcd.. yes VCD. watched result show and went homeeeee. :( :(

we didnt take any picture:(

spending time with you is always awesome:) and you're in front of me now.

wait ahh i ask you to smile.. there you go:) i love you:)

2009-11-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

school was okay ytd. like normal ahh. but haz was fierce:( she was angry, pissed and annoyed:( she ignored me during lunch:( i was scared. she was fierce. she pinched me, pulled my shirt and her eyes were scary:( :( :( but i still love her. but she was scary.

met M at macs during her break. went to NORHAZWANI's house after school. she was still fierce. :( then walk her to father's. then i met husrin to go to giant. and met su and rhaimy there. but hazwani was fierce:( :(

2009-11-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

as i said, my weekend was awesome:) heh. went to lib, mac, and bk to do work.. reached lib at 9.30, it was still closed. came back at 10 and almost all the seats were already taken. so we sat at the cafe but was told not to do work there. meh right. went to mac after that. was told to leave at 3 cos there'll be a party after that. tsk. went to pray and then took 17 to whitesands where we met hazwani's mum. OHH I ALMOST LOST MY PANTS IN PUBLIC THANKS NORHAZWANI HAMDAN WHO TRIED TO TAKE MY WALLET. tsk. and yes, i WAS wearing belt. gave it to haz cos she needed it. meh.

decide on where to eat for 2536234hours. finally settled for downtown east. heh. after dinner, went to bk to continue with our work. but i fell asleep. haha. at all 3 places actually. lib, mac and bk. i slept. for awhile ok. hah. and we saw marlina khai! she was with shar and who ehh? *ehm* i've been seeing that, "heyy hot girl" wherever ah.. haha. left bk at 9.50? took 5 to ubi and i slept in the bus. mwahaha. tired ok.

we are awesome:)

2009-11-09T11:04:00.000+08:00

ok. when did i last blog? anw, my weekend was awesome:) was working on saturday at West Coast Park. first time there. nice place:) worked with haz, hus, humaira, naim and his cousin, akmal. the crowd was great. i had to distribute balloons and giv out potong ice cream = SLACK. setting up the chairs and deco balloons was close to hell ah. i sweat and lost 5347kg. and i also broke a fan. shhhh. boss still didnt know that i was the one who kicked the ball. he thought it was some kid. took some nice and pretty pretty pictures with haz and OF haz:) hehehehe.

we took a van to clementi for breakfast, boss's treat, and then to west coast. yes it was panas in the van. ate epokepok in the van ah! awesome ok. had fun

at work. held back the urge to shit the whole day. cool. work was tiring yet fun.

2009-11-05T13:50:00.008+08:00

hello! today is thursday. yesterday was wednesday. yeap. finally i got it right. awesome.
lectures then macs with haz and her classmates yesterday. thanks norhazwani hamdan
and natalie bebito for helping me with the glamour shot ahh. thanks ahh thanks.
had no idea what to do for the glamour shot so we started snapping random shots.
and natalie is crazy. i just knew that. LOL. haz laughed like a boncet hyena
throughout the trying-to-take-a-glamour-shot session.

none of the pictures turn out glamourous:( BUT IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT. you guys were awesome. many many thanks. its the model ah. tsk. k nehmind. shall choose the most pleasant one. we had fun. i had fun sweating too. :) awesome.

went over to haz's after that to pee. haz was annoying but it is okay ah. i am used to it ah.

k now pictures.

this waa taken on tuesday. i was sick:(

fisheye!

fishballs!

HAMSTER!

OHH! MARLINA KHAI WAS SWEET LAH YESTERDAY. haha. :) i was sick since tuesday and she called me yesterday to ask if i'm fine. sweet huh huh? :) she met me and haz during lunchtime just now but she left after 10mins cos she thought she was in the way. WHAT?! hahaha.

2009-11-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

38.5 degrees celsius! i'm burning! meh meh. nehmind. hope i'll feel better tmr:)
thanks dear for waiting for me:) and for meh meh and ngek and yeeee-ouch! :) i love you:)

2009-11-03T11:29:00.005+08:00

LOL. belo conversations. i was bored so i read my chat transcript.

july 14 2009:)

9:29:43 PM Aiman Rashid: heyy

9:29:45 PM Aiman Rashid: belooooooo

9:29:51 PM Aiman Rashid: i mean hellooooooo

9:29:53 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

9:30:06 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: HAHA.

9:30:08 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: belo to you too

9:30:14 PM Aiman Rashid: i've replied your tag eh!

9:30:15 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: thought you slepeing already

9:30:18 PM Aiman Rashid: ha ha ha ha

9:30:25 PM Aiman Rashid: soon!

9:30:46 PM Aiman Rashid: updating song on my mp3

9:31:56 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: oooh okay

9:32:08 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: you using your mac now ah

9:32:11 PM Aiman Rashid: yes!

9:32:12 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaha

9:32:19 PM Aiman Rashid: i think it'll explode soon

9:32:35 PM Aiman Rashid: smell like BBQ mother board here

9:32:40 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: HAHAHAAA

9:32:46 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: that means you'd have to pay more for servicing

9:32:49 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOLOLOL

9:32:58 PM Aiman Rashid: stop cursing me la belo!

9:33:01 PM Aiman Rashid: sheeeeeesh

9:33:11 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh you are the one who said that eh, belo!

9:33:22 PM Aiman Rashid: want to fight is it?

9:33:23 PM Aiman Rashid: belo!

9:33:24 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaah

9:33:31 PM Aiman Rashid: i throw epok epok at you uh!

9:33:38 PM Aiman Rashid: what you gonna do bout that?

9:33:40 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: then i eat ah !

9:33:44 PM Aiman Rashid: oh shit

9:33:47 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: HASHAHAHAHAHAHA

9:33:50 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: BELO

9:33:53 PM Aiman Rashid: i'll throw non stop uh

9:33:58 PM Aiman Rashid: eat uh eat

9:34:05 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: i give my family eat ah!

9:34:08 PM Aiman Rashid: your stomach will be full of epok epok

9:34:14 PM Aiman Rashid: then BONCET

9:34:15 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

9:34:23 PM Aiman Rashid: start a business la!

9:34:34 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: oh ya ah

9:34:40 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: then i give 1% commission to you ah

9:34:51 PM Aiman Rashid: 50%

9:34:55 PM Aiman Rashid: or i sue you

9:35:30 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: okay then i dont want. i rather feed my family

9:35:39 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: and give random epok epok to poor old people on the streets

9:35:44 PM Aiman Rashid: hahahaaha

9:35:46 PM Aiman Rashid: ass

9:35:53 PM Aiman Rashid: hows life?

9:35:59 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: awesome

9:36:03 PM Aiman Rashid: sure?

9:36:06 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: yessss

9:36:14 PM Aiman Rashid: cool

9:36:17 PM Aiman Rashid: good for you

9:36:33 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: see what optimism can do for you. HAHAHA.

9:36:38 PM Aiman Rashid: hahahahahaa

9:36:44 PM Aiman Rashid: shut up sia!

9:36:45 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

9:36:54 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: AHHHAHAHA

9:36:55 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: okokay fine

9:37:13 PM Aiman Rashid: k dont shut up

9:37:19 PM Aiman Rashid: what you up to?

9:37:38 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: nothing much sia really

9:37:44 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: school work pon tak bergerak

9:37:44 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: you eh

9:38:04 PM Aiman Rashid: me?

9:38:11 PM Aiman Rashid: thought you knew!

9:39:11 PM Aiman Rashid: school work is annoying, my laptop contains water, my hp spoilt and my knee is injured

9:39:13 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

9:39:28 PM Aiman Rashid: other than that life is AWESOME

9:39:36 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: reallyyyyy?

9:39:38 PM Aiman Rashid: yes

9:39:52 PM Aiman Rashid: i'm trying to be optimistic here

9:40:05 PM Aiman Rashid: some encouragement please

9:40:09 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaha

9:40:56 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: hahahaha! ok cool

9:40:58 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: good for you

9:41:03 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: maybe tmr something fabulous will happen

9:41:16 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

9:41:24 PM Aiman Rashid: i am looking forward to it

9:41:26 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaah

9:42:13 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: hahaha i bet you are!

9:42:57 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

9:43:04 PM Aiman Rashid: stop lying on my tagboard la!

9:43:28 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: you are th eone who calls everyone belo okay!

9:43:54 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: shar me ain haidar! but you never includ yourself still say people. hmph.

9:44:20 PM Aiman Rashid: did i?

9:44:24 PM Aiman Rashid: i dont think so lei

9:44:28 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: facebook

9:44:28 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOL

9:44:36 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh hungry sia

9:44:55 PM Aiman Rashid: eat la!

9:44:58 PM Aiman Rashid: omg so random

9:45:12 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOL

9:46:03 PM Aiman Rashid:

9:51:10 PM Aiman Rashid: haz!

9:51:34 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: apa

9:51:45 PM Aiman Rashid: hi bel

9:51:53 PM Aiman Rashid: *belo

9:52:27 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: stop talking to yourself lah. calling yourself names aint good for your belo brain.

9:52:54 PM Aiman Rashid: hahahahahaha

9:53:00 PM Aiman Rashid: angry uh belo?

9:53:23 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: angry?

9:53:25 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: never. hahaha

9:58:22 PM Aiman Rashid:

9:58:29 PM Aiman Rashid: tmr end at 3

9:58:33 PM Aiman Rashid: start at 10

9:58:35 PM Aiman Rashid: wooooh

9:58:51 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: tmr going printing plant. woooh

9:59:00 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: brb! if you are gone by the time i come back, good night in advance!

9:59:05 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaa

9:59:08 PM Aiman Rashid: makan uh?

Changed status to Idle (10:04:22 PM)

Changed status to Available (10:16:24 PM)

10:16:31 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: hello hello are you still here

10:16:43 PM Aiman Rashid: yeap

10:16:49 PM Aiman Rashid: where you go?

10:16:53 PM Aiman Rashid: berak berak berak

10:17:23 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: HAHAHA mandi lah

10:17:40 PM Aiman Rashid: smelly right?

10:17:46 PM Aiman Rashid: thats why must mandi again

10:17:58 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: /hmph

10:18:12 PM Aiman Rashid: you smelly

10:18:19 PM Aiman Rashid: thats why you havta mandi again

10:18:24 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

10:18:32 PM Aiman Rashid: stop it with that face!

10:18:47 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: hahahhaaaaa

10:19:03 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: what mandi "again" siaaaa. you bathe only once a day meeeeeeeh

10:19:17 PM Aiman Rashid: you didnt bathe when you get home!?

10:19:20 PM Aiman Rashid: hahha

10:19:25 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: i just got home lah

10:19:25 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: haha

10:19:27 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: i went papa's house

10:19:31 PM Aiman Rashid: lieeeeeeeeee

10:19:41 PM Aiman Rashid: you were online quite lonnnng ago

10:19:42 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaha

10:20:14 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: not so 'lonnnng' ago!

10:20:16 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: /hmph

10:20:51 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaha

10:21:05 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh you sleepy can tahan quite long ah

10:21:16 PM Aiman Rashid: yea

10:21:17 PM Aiman Rashid: hahaha

10:21:20 PM Aiman Rashid: cool uh

10:21:27 PM Aiman Rashid: want me to go away just say la!

10:21:31 PM Aiman Rashid: SHEESH

10:21:35 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: okay

10:21:40 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: shoo.

10:21:43 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

10:21:46 PM Aiman Rashid: fine

10:21:56 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: hahaha no i'm kidding

10:22:02 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: k stay.

10:22:12 PM Aiman Rashid: i am not a dog!

10:22:38 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: hahahahah!

10:26:40 PM Aiman Rashid: I'LL GO IN 3MINS OKAY!

10:26:44 PM Aiman Rashid: hah

10:26:49 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: haha okokay

10:27:17 PM Aiman Rashid: i bought many many plasticine for my mock up model

10:27:18 PM Aiman Rashid: haha

10:27:20 PM Aiman Rashid: so fun

10:27:38 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: what do you have to do?

10:28:11 PM Aiman Rashid: model of an arena

10:31:14 PM Aiman Rashid: goodnight HAZWANI HAMDAN

10:31:27 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: NIGHT AIMAN RASHID

10:31:29 PM ❤ Sky of Love.:

and this one. :) :) :)

11:46:30 PM Aiman Rashid: HAZWANI HAMDAN!

11:46:49 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: AIMAN RASHID!

11:46:56 PM Aiman Rashid: you free tmr??!

11:48:30 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: yeppp why!

11:48:37 PM Aiman Rashid: wanna work??

11:48:39 PM Aiman Rashid: 3 to 7

11:48:50 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: as what as what

11:48:52 PM Aiman Rashid: the event thingy

11:49:01 PM Aiman Rashid: you know, the annoying kids

11:49:07 PM Aiman Rashid: man game booth

11:49:11 PM Aiman Rashid: want want?!

11:49:50 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: how's the pay??

11:49:51 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: lOL

11:50:03 PM Aiman Rashid: $10 per hourrr

11:50:08 PM Aiman Rashid: so $40

11:51:04 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: ooooooooooh

11:51:08 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: what event is it again ah

11:51:32 PM Aiman Rashid: wait uh

11:52:41 PM Aiman Rashid: its some company family day

11:55:05 PM Aiman Rashid: how how?

11:58:00 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: i dont mind eh.

11:58:06 PM ❤ Sky of Love.: who else is working with you?

11:58:23 PM Aiman Rashid: my secondary school friend

11:58:30 PM Aiman Rashid: a girl

11:58:34 PM Aiman Rashid: and her friend

11:58:38 PM Aiman Rashid: eh no, her bf

12:00:56 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: okay i dont mind

12:01:13 AM Aiman Rashid: okay great!

12:01:33 AM Aiman Rashid: uhh but the location abit far

12:01:42 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOL!

12:01:42 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: where

12:01:52 AM Aiman Rashid: tuas!

12:01:56 AM Aiman Rashid: heh

12:02:11 AM Aiman Rashid: take train to jookoon then take cab to the place

12:02:18 AM Aiman Rashid: but cab the boss pay uhh

12:02:21 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOL WTH

12:02:32 AM Aiman Rashid: yes hahaah

12:03:17 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: okay ah i dont mind i got express bus to jurong east

12:03:23 AM Aiman Rashid: haha

12:03:38 AM Aiman Rashid: so meet at jurong east or what?

12:03:42 AM Aiman Rashid: cos i'll be from sch!

12:03:44 AM Aiman Rashid: heh

12:03:57 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: oooooh okokay can

12:04:01 AM Aiman Rashid: meet me in sch!

12:04:04 AM Aiman Rashid: or outside

12:04:06 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: whats the attire?

12:04:11 AM Aiman Rashid: uh shoe

12:04:13 AM Aiman Rashid: hahah

12:04:33 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: -___-

12:04:38 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: ok

12:04:39 AM Aiman Rashid: really!

12:04:43 AM Aiman Rashid: any bottom

12:04:50 AM Aiman Rashid: baju they'll provide

12:04:58 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: oook okayokay

12:04:59 AM Aiman Rashid: but go there wear own baju la

12:05:00 AM Aiman Rashid: HAHA

12:05:04 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOL YA LAH

12:05:11 AM Aiman Rashid: belo la you

12:05:32 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh i dont go around not wearing any top eh

12:05:43 AM Aiman Rashid: ofcos you dont!

12:05:49 AM Aiman Rashid: unless if you're pure belo la

12:06:19 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: well i'm glad you dont think i'm pure belo.

12:06:23 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: meet at joo koon lah

12:06:39 AM Aiman Rashid: okayy

12:06:47 AM Aiman Rashid: must be there at 2.30

12:06:59 AM Aiman Rashid: so meet at jookoon at 2?

12:07:03 AM Aiman Rashid: 2.10?

12:07:29 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: 2! later you late. LOL

12:08:47 AM Aiman Rashid: who say!

12:08:48 AM Aiman Rashid: haah

12:13:53 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: i say! hahaha

12:14:09 AM Aiman Rashid: you belo, whatever you say makes no sense

12:14:11 AM Aiman Rashid: HAHA

12:14:16 AM Aiman Rashid: ehh bring camera!

12:14:23 AM Aiman Rashid: puasa can cam whore right?

12:14:42 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh shut up ;ah

12:14:48 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: can lah belo

12:15:53 AM Aiman Rashid: yayy!

12:15:56 AM Aiman Rashid: bring ehh

12:16:01 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: LOL!

12:16:01 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: okokay

12:17:47 AM Aiman Rashid: alaaaaaaa

12:18:02 AM Aiman Rashid: latest meet at 2.15 ehh

12:18:11 AM Aiman Rashid: cos i bet i'll be late

12:18:12 AM Aiman Rashid: HAHA

12:18:24 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: HHAHHAHA of course you will!

12:18:27 AM Aiman Rashid: no i wont

12:18:40 AM Aiman Rashid: if you later then me, you belo for life ok?

12:19:53 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh i wont be okay!

12:19:58 AM Aiman Rashid: we'll see

12:20:08 AM Aiman Rashid: but dont be kiasu and be there at 1 la

12:20:15 AM Aiman Rashid: that one play cheat

12:20:26 AM Aiman Rashid: i need to go mosque first okay!

12:21:10 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: I WANT TO COME AT 1 AND WAIT FOR YOU FOR 1 HALF HOURS FO WHAT

12:21:11 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: hahhahaha

12:21:59 AM Aiman Rashid: cos you dont want to be belo for life!

12:28:20 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh eh not everyone is like you okay!

12:28:23 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: later you going school ah

12:28:27 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: how many weeks you need come back

12:28:34 AM Aiman Rashid: 3

12:28:39 AM Aiman Rashid: 3 weeks you know

12:29:02 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: sadzzzzz

12:29:04 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: what module?

12:29:37 AM Aiman Rashid: studio

12:29:49 AM Aiman Rashid: last year's studio

12:30:18 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: LAST YEARS?

12:30:19 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: wow

12:30:22 AM Aiman Rashid: yes

12:30:23 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: eh good what they give you chance leh

12:30:24 AM Aiman Rashid: whaaat

12:30:33 AM Aiman Rashid: actually i was supposed ot retain lei

12:30:37 AM Aiman Rashid: *to

12:32:00 AM Aiman Rashid: ehhh, goodnight!

12:32:03 AM Aiman Rashid: see you tmr!

12:32:07 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: oh okokay

12:32:08 AM ❤ Sky of Love.: night!

HAHA. :)

2009-11-02T14:11:00.000+08:00

went cycling with NORHAZWANI HAMDAN, her mum and sister yesterday at ecp:) the 3 of them were so cute la. her sister didnt know how to cycle while haz and her mum forgot how to cycle.. meh. me and haz cycled to bedok jetty and we sat/camwhored there for half an hour and cycled back. bought lunch on the way back. NORHAZWANI HAMDAN cycled like a 4year old kid. cute. then home ah. to change.

left at 3 and head to hazwani's. followed her to thieve's market and we went to toa payoh for dinner. sent her home and she punched me.

then i'm sleepy. till now.

loving every moment<3

2009-11-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

went to play soccer at simpang this morning. for about 2hours plus. then i took 9 and changed to 17. and holy cow the bus was effing late. i was pissed with this bunch of 12-13 year old boys in the bus. the bus was already crowded, they were sitting down and there's this old lady who stood beside them. she was pointing to the seat OBVIOUSLY asking if she could have the seat. but these bastards were laughing at her and mocking her. WTF? fucking rude la. and yes, they're malay boys. i bet they're from northlight or either that, their parents are retarded. one of them even pretended to give her the seat but quickly sat back when she wanted to seat. fucker sia. i was looking at him and he stared at me. WTF? come on la. you're still a boy. still shooting blanks and i bet your mum still buy your underwear for you. fuck you.

went home. got changed and went to haz's. she's evil today. like really ah. made me sweat. ALOT. then made my ankle worst. then put ice in my shirt. slapped me. whacked me. sigh. but it is okay ah. i am used to it ah. fell asleep at almost 9 and woke up at 12.30 and left just in time for the last bus. staggered home and here i am trying to start on my rendering on photoshop. tsk. bye! picture? no have.

2009-10-31T00:44:00.001+08:00

2008

2009

HAHAHAHAHA! WTF?!

2009-10-31T00:21:00.000+08:00

seoul garden with them today and i think husrin is in love with haidar. they sang 58636 songs together. IN SEOUL GARDEN. out loud. shitted twice. ate alot. we were there for 6hours. yeap. i bet seoul garden have blacklisted us. hah. i'm fatter now. great.

fuck you. you're delusional. typical of you to pin all the blame on me. well i really don't give a fuck of what you think of me anymore. i've moved on. i'm a much happier person now. tyvm. hope you read this.

2009-10-30T10:45:00.005+08:00

woah. i didnt blog for 43242weeks. damn. hah.

let's see,

.went bowling with haz and her sister on sunday. :) her sister's treat:)

.went to haz's dad's house after school on monday:) had dinner and watched broken arrow there:)

.83months to go:) i wasted haz's time on tues. :( she got angry with me. met her mum at her bus stop. made friends with some SI0901 students.

.had lecture, slept in lecture and laugh out loud. haz followed me to take pictures at city hall for studio:) again, i wasted her time. :(

.haz was angry with me therefore she didnt want to see me the whole of thurs. had night class and stayed afterwards to complete rhino/3Dmax. left at 10.30:(

.fri, today, went to school with haz. :) :) a good way to start my day:) haz look awesomely pretty today:) talked to her in the bus about EX.

haha. tsk. she knows alot. i'm impressed. haha. GOING SEOUL GARDEN WITH MELISSA KOH AND HUSRIN TAHALE AND AKLILI ZACK. maybe with fathanah and masturah also. k now pictures.

i love extraaaaaaa large pictures. cos its annoying, HAHAHA!<3

looking forward to an awesome weekend. COS I HAVE ZILCH ASSIGNMENT TO DO. well, almost. :)

2009-10-28T11:40:00.003+08:00

going hazwani's house today:) awesome:)

2009-10-28T00:45:00.001+08:00

2009-10-27T00:00:00.008+08:00

thank god i found you<3

83months to go.

1079months left.

expecting 110.356:D

my imagination is awesome:)

i love you:)

i am too sleepy to post about what happened on sun and yesterday. tomorrow perhaps?

2009-10-25T07:30:00.000+08:00

damn. back-stabs, heartbreaks, betrayals. i see shit happening around me. i'm surprised by some of the things that happened. though some are just predictable. what does the term 'bestfriend' really mean? who are the people that we can really trust? what the fuck is wrong with you people?

ohh M sorry i didnt answer your call. fell asleep while waiting for your reply. see you and hus later.

2009-10-25T01:20:00.002+08:00

pandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya akan jatuh ke tanah juga.
*direct translation*
clever-clever squirrel jump, finally will fall to the ground also! HAHAHA! wtf?

simpang soccer in the morning with sec school friends. went home to change. wanted to go laselle at 3 with hus and shaik but me and hus were late. so we ended up at national library. went to pray maghrib at sultan mosque and dinner at zamzam after meeting azhar and syazwani at mosi cafe. was otw back home when hus decided to meet mkay. mkay was at simpang bedok so we met her there. found out stuffs about life. shocking cold truth. but haiya. hmm. took bus and continue talking at my voiddeck.

relax dude, take it easy okay. don't fucking think about it now. your maths paper is your number one priority for now. we shall have this session with mkay after you've cleared your paper. :) so chill ah. all the best for your paper.

ohhh! i talked to NORHAZWANI HAMDAN on the phone for the first time today. talk as in talk not talk as in talk. huh? ok. and the best thing is that she hung up on me THREE times:( she hates me ah. then she wants me to get eye infection so that i cant wear contacts anymore. :( huh?! eh?! ok. told her to said hi to her mum for me and she passed the phone to her and put me on loud speaker! the whole ubi can hear me lah! and i was still rambling on not knowing that her mum was on the other line. HAHA. tsk. but i still love you la even whe you're so mean to me. :) i'll always will.

took pictures with my kentot found phone. nah.

MR HUSRIN TAHALE

MISS M KAY

ohh this was on thursday ahh. just feel like uploading it. HAHA. <3

GOODNIGHT! :)

2009-10-24T00:50:00.001+08:00

i was sitting innocently watching seconds to disaster when.....

"so you really like hazwani?"

i turned my head slowly and as dramatically as humanly possible to face her mom. and i smiled. :)
jengjengjeng. hahahaha.

k no i did not turn my head slowly and dramatically la. i turned to face her and smiled. and ofcos i replied "YES" :) then the questionnaire begins. why i like her, what i like about her, why she likes me, how's school and many many many more questions. i counted, she asked 3564356293463 questions. i almost shit in my pants and die right there and then. my first questionnaire. it was scarily fun:) its scary but at the same time fun:) my first decent convo with haz's mom.

COS SOMEONE JUST HAD TO GO AND BATHE WHEN HER MOM WAS SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM WITH ME AND CAN EVEN ASKED HER MOM TO TALK TO ME. ABSOLUTELY AN AWESOME TIMING FOR YOU TO GO AND MANDI EH SAYANG?
BUT IT WAS FUN AHH:)

watched monsters vs aliens with them after dinner. i almost fell asleep when the movie is about to end.. then i played with her hair:) what a lovely day <3

wahhhh. x-large picture:) i love you:)

ouh btw why me?

2009-10-23T11:05:00.000+08:00

had autocad lesson ytd. and it was boring. lesson end at 12 and my next class will be at 7. nice. another 7hour break.. haz supposed to end at 4 but she ended earlier:) accompanied me to pray at the staircase and i fell asleep.. slept for 2hours on her lap:) and she didnt even wake me up ahh. i wasted her time:( left for class at 7 and she went home. :( ohh! and we ate biscuit. HAHA.

NO PICTURE:(

2009-10-22T13:02:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry:(

i love you.

2009-10-22T09:43:00.001+08:00

okayyyy. school yesterday was okayyyy.. had two lectures. ergo and entrepreneurship! slept in ergo. :) saw haz in lecture for the first time.. awesome right? heh. waited for haz at the lib after lecture and camwhored in the library:) not that much though:) left school and took 76 to siglap. slept in the bus. more like froze in the bus ahh. took 15 to haz's house. prayed, went to 7/11, had dinner with her and watched singapore idol together. talked to her mom. its more of her mom asking me questions ahh. :) we didnt really watch uh. heh. had fun:) but was bullied 97.56% of the time.. haiya. it is okay ah. i am used to it ah. :)

yesterday was awesome:)

2009-10-22T01:10:00.001+08:00

i am sad:( i reached home at 11. was so sleepy and tired. straight away took a shower. and it was heavenly. took out my laptop, text hazwani, charged my phone, walk into the room with mac in my hand without switching on the light. was about to switch on the fan then, "OH SHIT TAIK HO! BABI AH. SIAL AHHHHH" i stepped on a bucket of paint. PURPLE paint. yes haz, you can say that i am a belo. :( i am so sad la. i wanted to blog and sleep then had to clear the spillage:(

my five minutes illustration of what happened. i walked into the room via the door. duhhh~ follow arrow ah. my fan is beside those boxes. then i stepped on that stupid bucket of paint. it broke and paint spilled in my room! who left the paint there sia:(

k ah. i wanna sleep ah. tired. will blog about sch and after sch in the morning:) i love norhazwani hamdan.

2009-10-21T19:05:00.000+08:00

i am at the block the 324 and i am the scared. the really:(

2009-10-20T23:18:00.001+08:00

:) had school today. but there was no lesson:) awesomeness. *thumbs up* met hazwani in the morning and took a smelly bus to hougang. tsk. then 72 to school.. was in the silat room throughout the day. slept. watch movie. blogged. alone. heh. lunched with hazwani at koufuuuuu. then back to clubroom to sleep. hahaha. waited for her to end and ate at macs. met fido and atiqah.. hazwani wanted to wait for me to end class but she's too evil. so she left first. hmph. ofcos i'm kidding. she waited for me:) but i went to class, met the lecturer, told him i have 'outside class' and left:D camwhored till 8.15. :)

OHH, AND HAZWANI IS REALLY MEAN TODAY. LIKE REALLY AH. but it is okay ah. i am used to it ah:)

If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel:)

2009-10-20T09:38:00.003+08:00

i'm in my silat room now. doing uhhh nothing. went to school with norhazwani binte hamdan today:) reached sch at 8.45! my class starts at 7! no i am not late. i'm early. damn early.. ok i'm bored. waiting for LUNCH:) bye.

2009-10-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

so first day of the new semester.. hmm. whats new? besides my girlfriend being a total belo, everything is new. well almost.. new 'sets' of classmates. a cock up timetable. cock up as in loads of changes. the timing is awesome though. went to school with HAZWANI HAMDAN:) :) lunched with her also! :) anw, first module suck balls. yeaps.. it was drawing and rendering with sannie man. i died in the class. haha. then there's many changes. many many. so let's see, i'm repeating drawing and rendering, ergo and autocad. hah. EASY AH ABEH. actually i'll only have sch on mon, wed and thurs but i decided to do my studio project 4 this sem so that, MY NEXT SEM WILL BE QUITE SLACK AH ABEH! :) i want to do well ah abeh! found a drive to do well a abeh!

heh. so i end at 10 today. LOL. waited for HAZWANI HAMDAN to end. so slacked with MARLINA KHAI at macs.. then prrrrayed at blk E. then berak. hahaha.. met HAZWANI HAMDAN and took 76. :)

i slept so soundly in your arms today:) i felt awesome when i woke up. never felt like that in a looooong time. :) thanks dear. but please stop staring:) hahaha. OR ELSE;)

dropped at PP after the bus looped at siglap. went to eat dinner at banquet. :) then bus to bedok. i was bullied today like non stop seyy. got slapped. punched. pushed. :( :( :( but its okay la. i am used to it! :)

tmr my class starts at 7! PM.

2009-10-19T08:49:00.000+08:00

she's in front of me:) she's smiling:) i love that smile:) yeap. i do. i dragged myself to school today. and she's in front of me:) she's smiling:) i love that smile:) yeap. i do:)

went out with her yesterday! bought my hard disk and then went to geylang, bought food and went over to her place:) and i dont know what else to say:) haha. i enjoyed spending time with you:) but i dread going to school today. she's in front of me:) she's smiling:) i love that smile:) yeap. i do.

2009-10-18T09:31:00.000+08:00

:( i dont want school to start. things are getting worst okay! :( baik ah. gonna enjoy today like there's no tmr ahh.

2009-10-17T22:57:00.001+08:00

THANKS AH.

mon - 9 to 12. 7 to 9.50!

tues - 1 to 4!

wed - 10 - 12!

thurs - 9 - 12!

fri - 1 to 4!

what a shit timetable.
4 modules. only.

2009-10-17T22:19:00.001+08:00

dad planned to go cycling at ubin in the morning. tried to wake me and my brother up but failed. so ubin was cancelled. parents wanted to go market but changed their mind while they're getting ready. decided to go JB instead. haha. ok then. i woke up, iron shirt, bathed and left the house at 10plus i think. or was it 11?

went to top up petrol and head to woodlands checkpoint. THE FREAKING JAM WAS A FREAKING KILLER! I FREAKING DIED IN THE JAM. WHEN I GOT REVIVED, WE'RE STILL STUCKED IN THE JAM! SO I DIED AGAIN. 2hour plus jam is not a funny business. :(

parked the car at kotaraya and went to eat. E-A-T. pray and walked to city square. bought shoe and jeans ah abeh. monday school mah. shit monday school! :(

then walk somemore till 5plus and walked back to kota raya and ate at pizza hut. :) ah. then walk somemore and walk somemore and i lazy to type. then home. THANK GOD THERE'S NO TRAFFIC JAM ON THE WAY BACK. :)

going out to buy external harddisk uh tmr. hazwani accompanying me:) yayy. but theres a problem! my dad still havent give me the monehhhh. he ask if i really need it. i said yes cos theres little memory space left. THEN HE ASKED IF THERE'S AN ALTERNATIVE. -_________-" YEA GET ME ANOTHER LAPTOP AH. pfffft.

gonna sleep early! the best way to past time:) cos i cant wait to see you tmr:) i'm shy to go your house ah:(

2009-10-16T22:03:00.004+08:00

went out with NORHAZWANI HAMDAN again today:D i didnt really remember where we went and why.. because i am in a lazy mood today. we also didnt take much pictures. less than 20 seriously. COS I'M UGLY today.. hah. met natasha and bf at citylink. met ibnu and nadiah in the bus. thats all i remember.

met haz's mom at the voiddeck after sending her up. WHILE WALKING HER HOME, I HAD A FEELING THAT I'M GONNA MEET HER MOM. TRUE ENOUGH, IT HAPPENS. HAHA.

me: hi cik. *with a smile*

haz's mom: eh buat ape dekat sini? <--- NICE QUESTION!

i was like shit. i didnt even know what to answer! so...

me: hazwani baru balik. *points up and salams her*

why did i pointed up?! i do stupid things when i'm nervous. i didnt even answer her qn!

haz's mom: ouh ok.

me: *SMILES WIDELY*

haz's mom: tak singgah sekejap?

me: takpe lah cik, dah nak balik.

haz's mom: ok.

me: *smiles, turn and walk off. fast*

HAHA! WHAAAAAAT.. should have went up seyyyy. :( :( :(

i love spending time with you:) even if you bully me, punch me, slap me or insult me, i'm just glad to have you by my side:) i love you:)

2009-10-16T08:53:00.000+08:00

OMG! MY MAC IS LEFT WITH 711.5MB! HAHAHA! WE TOOK 11631 PHOTOS TOGETHER IN A MONTH! THAT DOES NOT INCLUDE PICTURES FROM OTHER PEOPLE'S CAMERA! THAT AMOUNT OF PHOTOS HAVE USED UP 37.46GB! IF WE WERE TO CONTINUE LIKE THIS EVERY MONTH FOR A YEAR, WE'LL HAVE 1,674,864 PHOTOS TOGETHER! AND THAT REQUIRES 449.52GB! wow.